MY SOUL FINALY AT PEACE

I feel lost and hated tho out the world. 

I turn my hard up high wish that some day i might die.

Never feel complete, my soul full of hatred  and pain 

I live a life full of HELL

The feeling of losing ever thing in these world, that you ones loved

The pain will wait deep down till it can pull you inside

It will feel as if you death is near

but truly  it so far away

Slipping into depression try to wait it out

As if it was a loin waiting to attack it prey 

feel lost in alone just await you fate 

for some day you rise up and fight with life

knowing nothing 

but ---- what ---- come ---- out 

the light was so bright my depression screamed it pain, flooding a river of tears. stopping my heart as i fell to the ground 

my eyes fade to darkness 

My soul fill with peace knowing that it pain has started to fade

I felt calm and full of rest 

slowly slipping away

my soul roams free through the open sky  

I don’t know what awaits, where my soul might go 

But i know i will be at PEACE

THE BROKEN ROAD

The world I live is being pushed over and broken into pain.

I live a broken road full of shame. Nothing I do is right but it is pain.

Never knowing when the day might end; but knowing that pain will still remain

Always looking for the right way but never knowing which way to turn

Feel lost and alone; no one to help me climb out of these dark deep holes

I lye my head in shame knowing that I won’t die in vane 

Thought of death over whelms my head; the past floods my mind

I started reliving my life; lost and confused  

Never knowing when my pain will die

I feel distraught and powerless

Like the world lyes on my head

The world slowly starts to break my neck

Crushing my spine

Slowly bleeding out

I look around for the last time and all I see is darkness

My world feels like its coming to an end

My eyes fade to black 

I started to see a blinding light over coming the darkness

I hear a strange voice calling my name

I try to open my eyes; as I started seeing my life flash back to reality

Still hold on to life; still feeling the harsh pain

But still here for a new day